Sometimes in life when everything is going perfectly well and happiness is at its peak, a thought crosses one's mind, "whats gonna go wrong now?". Its not just about being pessimistic, even the most optimistic souls have had this query pass through their minds at times of extreme euphoria. It is normal human tendency. We're so used to life's ups and downs that when we're floating on the highest high, instead of reveling in the moment we're thinking of how low the roller coaster will take us now. Despite trying very hard not to think of what would go wrong in my lowest low, which was inevitable as i was on cloud number 9, I slipped and fell into the murky waters of despair. I curse the day that those negative thoughts entered my mind. I am a true believer of positive thinking. We can get what we want to get and we can be who we want to be. We just have to want it enough.

"its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends and back to being practically strangers again and it all happens so fast."


But then again, like I said, I don't live in the real world, I live on another realm, one that is magical and fairytale like, where things are always ok in the end, and so I still believe
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"everything is always ok in the end and if its not ok its not the end"