life somehow always finds a way to screw you over. happy or sad. angry or calm. buzy or jobless. alive or dead. nothing is ever good enough. if you have 'a' you want 'b', and then 'c' and so on. why isnt what we get ever enough? one facet of life is perfectly in place, say 'a', and almost seems to be overpowering the fact that 'b', 'c' and 'd' are in a mess, so, now just to "shake" things up a bit, 'b', 'c' or 'd' will kick you so hard in the butt that you'll go reeling wondering how in the world were you living in a state on ignorant bliss. its crap. life sucks. the end.

p.s.- except for facet 'a', which is the only good thing right now :)