something that i wrote a long long time ago..in some psychotic state of mind...cant relate to it right now...but since i wrote it...here it is :)


i have learnt how to smile through tearful eyes
i have learnt how to live, when my heart wants to give up and sigh
i have learnt how to sleep, while im filled with anger
i have learnt how to walk away even though others would stop and stare

i have learnt how to love, without once thinking twice
i have also learnt how to be scared, even when the world said it was right
broken pieces shattered and smashed
lie around like memories, of the past i gave away

it wasnt yesterday and neither is it tomorrow
its right now that shakes me and makes me filled with sorrow
a fear of the future, i havent yet discovered
moments of the past, i have yet to recover

today seems so lonesome, i wish i could give it all away
and walk into tomorrow, fresh as a sunny summers day!